Finding your inner demon of lack of productivity

As soon as I find my inner demon and begin the extraction process I begin to have an inner turmoil.

The first stage is 'yeah lets go for it.'

The second stage is 'see you can be different.'

The third stage is 'well you've put off those things you "need" to do long enough we need to get them done.'

The fourth stage is I return to the exact same behaviors and way of life I had.

So today I'm going to change the approach.  I'm not going to "go for it."

I'm not going to make a commitment.

I'm not going to solicite advise.

I'm going to instead focus on my visions and focus on them.

Right now is my time and I want nothing more than to accomplish my goals.